the end

the humour has run out of funny
the sarcasm has run out of wit
the non-sense has run out of sense
the reason has run out of ambiguity
there are no answers

....only a million billion questions with no answers in sight

its time for me to go now

no more space for anything....

"Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes...again

....limitless and free...

Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand
In a...desperate land"



goodbye....

turn the fucking light off

i write...not for a reason....cause i feel like...what i write...is not for a reason....cause i just felt like it....

there is no reason here...or reason there....there is jus no reason whatsoever...

...so turn the fucking light off....oh i just buimmed this off some Oasis live performance...kekekekek

friend....

can a girl n a guy ever be the best friends without either wanting the other more than just friends...

once u r the best offriends...can it never go beyond that...r u always stuck in that friends zone...or can it ever break out of it....

is it disastrous to ever have feelings for your best friend(don't mean to sound homophobic...but i'm talkin bout friends in terms of male-female friendship)....do u try your luck...n risk everything good bout this relationship called friendship.....

why is a male-female friendship so different from male-male frindship..or for that matter female-female friendship....

if you like a girl/guy...do u start off with trying to be his/her friend...get to know the other person n then try your luck...how far do you go before getting stuck in the friends zone forever...maybe i'm being very crass by saying that one gets stuck in the friends zone....but why does it get so hard to crank it up a notch and....

its like you're in a no win situation....
once one of the two friends gets into a relationship with someone else...what does the other person do...does he/she still remain the same to the other person or does he/she completely back out of it n then not be a supposrtive friend tha he/she had been.....you're damned for not being the friend that you are supposed to be...how much does the other person need you now that he/she has gotten into a relationship...does he/she need you sa much as they needed you before...how much supportive can you be without being intrusive....how much space do you give the other person without distancing yourself away...how much do you expect from the other person....how much are you expected to expect....how much of a friend are you supposed to be...do you still remain the best of friends...do you move on..how much....do you wait...how long...do you pretend...how much without ever being pretentious n plastic...

Will you still remain the special person for the other one...
are your priorities gonna remain the same...if not then were you a good friend to start off with....which means that you were not selfless to begin with....u were jus some prick who was just doing that to make the other person like you...you are as pathetic as one can be...you are the jerk...n all the nice things that you did was all nothing but just one big facade....

its better that one never has these kinda friends....

...currently listening to...

spies - coldplay
lost for words - floyd
riders in the storm...

...my mum..."beta plzzzz kabhi kabhi padh liya karo!!"
listening...but not quite doing the needful...

hemorrhage - fuel
holy wars - megadeth

elanor rigby

...my neighbour.." dude you're never gonna get a girlfriend...cause i always see you getting stuck in the freinds zone...*n then burst out into peals of laughter*...huh...so seriously are you gay???"
wait till i glut down all your food dude...then we'l see who laughs louder!!!

wildest dreams - moody blues
fear of the dark - iron maiden
under pressure - bowie n queen

my soul.."say what???"

take it to the limit - eagles


some old hag...from some ol movie..."what we've got here is failure to communicate..."
dude...what is she talkin bout???

hold my hand - hootie n the blowfish...

Mrs robinson moan....thats my bike u pervert......freak

warning sign.....i missed the good part n i realised...DOH!!!

i gotta see bout a girl....good will hunting...

i need an easy friend(about a girl)...kurt cobain..

i need a friend...who doesn't need me(hyacinth house) - doors

alive - pearl jam


i am mine.......
i know i was born n i know that i'll die
the inbetween is mine

how bout you - staind
parallel universe - red hot chilli peppers

my neighbour..."bellap stop eating all our food..."
kekekekekekekekekekekekekekeke

kylie...seriously why wouldnt i listen to her...

i was just waiting for you...meg ryan said that to me....well its my twisted head...n in my head she did...

killing me softly...well aktually i am the one killing everyone softly with my jokes!!!!

you're body is a wonderland...aktually i sing this to my roomie...

my neighbour.."damn you bas&*%d....take the food...but get outta my room!!!"
i still dunno know what he's complaining out...

see you soon - coldplay
59th street bridge - sng


robert di niro - are you talking to me???
hero of the day - metallica

my blog friends..."dude you're pathetic!!"...yes all of em...

my muscles.."i'm sorry..but do i know you???"

any sorta food...."come to yavarappa!!!"

friend2..."jus because i can't understand your stupid corny non veg jokes...does not mean u will make me the butt of your jokes on your blog..."

kekekekekeke.....eeeuuwiiilllgieubleeedddaaaa

my inner voice..."hmmm....food"